Haha, if you can catch me first.

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Stfu Twilight haters. >.>

Summer..... summer is i think sometime the worst time of the year..... it takes every thing away... people have been lying to me.... i started to cut my self.... it felt ok, for a while... but i had to stop becasue my cutter was begng to take chunks out of my hand,....
and my cutter was something that most people have there claws cliped, or dulled. i don't know if you remember when i had all the cuts on my hands, was becasue i used timmy to cut my self... i can see you laughing, i wasn't lying when the cat got me... but i was letting him do it.... steph on the other hand lied to me when i had a dream one of my friends was cutting them selves, in the dream i never saw ther're face. and she had put a band-aid on it and told me her cat had gotten her.... i trusted her, and i felt stabbed in the back, it really hurt.... and i'm sorry for what i did to you.... you probly wanted to kill your self when i did the same thing... i'm sorry, its all that i can say. i've pushed every one away, al becasue i couldn't stay and talk.... all becasue i left the table.... all becasue i made friends with another person. :CRYING:
i've ruined every thing, it is all my falt.... if i were to think about it.... its all because i wanted to ride the stupid bus. if i hadn't rode the bus, i could have changed every thing. i'd probly have wanted to do something else, or just followed my grandmother in to the grave.... if i were to think of it... if i were never born or didn't ive past my infant hood, would i have never hrt so many people ?
i act every day i go to school, i get pissed just to push you guys away beacuse i think its the best option so i can't hurt you any more. now i'm flipping crying again... so i can't get hurt any more than i'm already hurt... seeing Cyndy and Steph, you and Kairi together, it makes me want to run and hide because we used to be just like that.... with out the boys.... rather us beating up the boys.... i remember when we ran around the play ground with our 'horses' and Melina was still at school... and my first crush Kerick.... which Dad called him Ketchap...
i wish alomst all the time i wish i could go back in time and make it so i never met any one, and just dissappered....

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Meh, I rule the Moon With Cat Nip!
Meh, I Shall Rule The World With Meow Mix!!!
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if suside were an option would you or any of or group of friends take it?
i could say yes, or no... but it i said it, it would mean that i was susidel, which i'm not... i think abbout it all the time... you notice those songs i kept lisening to.... you won't ever get the meaning, of what they mean or how they truly mean to me.... its late about 11:31 pm..... i love to mess with your phone, because it makes you mad at me... its the only to really get your attention... it's my way of getting it... in our intire group, no one will ever know how i feel when i walk in or when i leave, no one really cares.... i'm done.... i won't kill my self..... i'll likly forget about this in a few days... i don't know when you'll check your messages..... have a good night......

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Meh, I rule the Moon With Cat Nip!
Meh, I Shall Rule The World With Meow Mix!!!
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you should go to this link! X) its really cool!------
[link]